I've tried numerous times to express what I'm feeling in this stupid blank box but I keep erasing and starting over. So I'll just say this: a true friend is someone who is extremely hard to find. I'm lucky to have several. But today I had to say goodbye to one of them as she moves on to a new chapter in her life.. one that unfortunately takes her far away from me. I'm torn by contradicting emotions of pride and excitement for her, because I know she needs to go, and my own selfish sadness. It's when you say goodbye to someone that you review the relationship in your head, going over past memories and moments, good and bad, all that have left a significant mark on you. It's also the time you realize more than ever, how much that person means to you.
Ugh. so sad. :(
