So.. I had an interesting weekend. I was already pissed off because I had spent Friday and a good part of Saturday sitting around in my apt. because I had nothing to do and no one to hang out with and so I decided to go for a run. After laying in bed under the covers for an hour because I could hear how ridiculous the wind sounded outside, I managed to find the motivation to brave the blustery cold weather to work up a good sweat.
Taking advantage of my sudden rush of frustration and motivation, I got all dressed and decided to go out on my balcony to feel how cold it actually was to make sure I had enough clothes on. As I walked out there, I absent-mindedly shut the door behind me without thinking about the fact that it locks from the inside when it's shut. So here I am, "fake jogging" to see how warm I feel and I turn around to go back in and realize that I'm locked out.
Now mind you, to be locked out of your apartment is one thing, BUT to be locked out, 2 stories up on a balcony with no possible way down, with no cell phone, one thin jacket on the coldest, windiest day since I've been here, with a roommate who may or may not be coming home at all, and not to mention, being a foreigner with little to no Spanish speaking skills.... is a whole different situation.
So what did I do? Start crying of course, and saying outloud to myself "I am such an idiot, I'm so screwed right now" over and over. For the first hour I debated back and forth between waiting to see if my roommate came home, to trying to ask someone who walked by for help. When the first hour had come and gone, I started trying to find ways to break in, which may or may not have included, kicking the door, attempting to break the glass window, and prying the door open with my bare hands (which also resulted in a huge blood blister on my middle finger). When I realized my attempted break-ins were hopeless, and my roommate was obviously not coming home anytime soon, I finally broke down and asked some guy walking by, we'll call him "Pepe".
In my broken Spanish I told Pepe that I could not enter my house, my keys were inside, and I didn't know what to do. What was his response? "I don't know what to do either." So I asked him to call someone to come help me. So after a brief phone conversation he told me that someone was on the way, although he wasn't sure if it was the police, a locksmith or what. So I thanked him, and he went on his way.
So at this point, I already felt better knowing someone, whoever they were, was on the way to rescue me. I began pacing back and forth trying to stay warm and dry, because it had also begun to drizzle and the wind was blowing the rain on to my balcony prison. Even better.
Now, in the distance I started to hear the ever-so-faint sound of a siren. Of course, someone must be dying or injured somewhere, but in the back of my mind, all I could really think was "Oh shit, I hope this isn't for me". The siren continued to grow louder and louder, and with each passing second, my hope to be saved from embarassment was dwindling. Sure enough, a fire truck turned on to my street, sirens blaring and lights flashing, as obnoxious as possible. The firemen pulled up in front of my balcony and asked if they were there for me. After confirming that I was their cat stuck in the tree for the day, all 5 firemen piled out of the truck with their wrenches and axes to come to my rescue.
Once they figured out they couldn't enter the apt. building or my apt. the conventional way without the key, they resorted to the only other way possible. The got the ladder down from the top of their truck and ascended to save me from my prison. I even got to wear a warm fireman jacket that was 5 sizes too big once they realized I was blue and shivering. (I felt like it was inappropriate to ask for a picture). They pryed open my door with their tools, took down my information, and my saga came to end.
Needless to say, I never went for a run, I thought I deserved to have a Grande latte from Starbucks and eat some chicken fries from Burger King instead. :)
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Recent trip highlights: Freezing my ass off, translating negro spiritual hyms, trying not to choke lurkers.
Today's topics of discussion: City-Wide Heat, Choirs, Pepe, Music.
1. City-wide Heat
You're probably wondering what the hell I mean by this, well let me just tell you. Currently in Madrid its still really warm and nice during the day, in the low to mid 70s. However at night, (like is normal for this time of year) it is absolutely freezing. So of course, when it gets to be about 12:30 am and after a long day of wiping snotty noses, yelling at children, and dodging the creepy people who use public transportation, I'm ready to curl up under my cover (that's right coveR no "s" meaning a thin fleece blanket) and snuggle and and sink into a nice sleep. Well that's impossible when you have no heat in your apartment and you can't turn it on either. I finally called my landlord about it yesterday to see if she could come show us how to turn it on but much to my surprise she simply replied with "I'm sorry there's nothing I can do". Oh reallllyyyyy?!?! I'm paying you $500 a month to freeze my ass off? As I came to find out, in the city of Madrid, the town hall controls the entire city's heat. They decide when it's cold enough to turn everyone's heat on and then we will be able to turn it on in our apartment. She said it should be any day now, but that's not really reassuring when you have to sleep in sweat pants, a sweatshirt, thick socks, and a scarf every night! lol
2. Choir
So as most of you know, I grew up singing, and I was a big chorus nerd. Well, since I've been in college I have had absolutely ZERO spare time between work and school and I put singing on the backburner. This sucks for a few reasons 1. My voice is nowhere near where it used to be. 2. I went from being a soprano to a tenor. (okay so i'm exaggerating, but hitting those high c's is nearly impossible these days) 3. I miss singing and being on stage so much. Sooo when my landlord (who by the way is about 60 years old) was over at our apt. fixing some things the other day and she mentioned she sang in a choir, I told her (this was all in Spanish-mind you) that I loved to sing and I showed her pictures and player her the recording of Pnut and I singing Pie Jesu. She wouldn't shut up about how beautiful it was and blah blah blah. I tried to explain to her I was about 16 or 17 when that was recorded and my voice wasn't the same now but between my broken Spanish and her Oooohhhsss and Ahhhhssss, I somehow agreed to coming to her next church choir practice with her.
Well I went and I'm definitely the only person below the age of 55, maybe 60 in the entire group. But once I got to practice and started singing, it was crazy how much I realized I've missed that. Everything... even the challenge of finding my part among 3 others and sight singing. Man what a rush! hahaha But what a freaking challenge it's been. Not only do I have to try my best to remember how to read music, BUT I also have to read the words in Spanish which I don't understand AND can't pronounce. I love a good challenge though, so it's okay.
Funny story having to do with chorus: Tonight I had my 2nd rehearsal and we were practicing all the English songs that the group is singing. Well of course, with every English song, the director asked me to read through all of the lyrics so everyone could hear it was REALLY supposed to sound (imagine a group of old Spanish people trying to pronounce Jesus and Jerusalem YYYEERRRRUSLEMMMMMM). Well the director didn't even pick easy English songs, she picked all Negro Spiritual hymns. Don't get me wrong, I like singing these songs as much as the next person, but please try to explain how to pronounce this to a bunch of people who can't speak English. Let me just give you an example of some of the lyrics (yes they were actually spelled like this on the sheet music too!). We are singing the song "Soon I will be Done" I don't know who's familiar with it, but it's a pretty famous song. Well anyways, when I was asked to read this outloud to everyone, I looked down to find this:
"Soon ah will be don' ah wid de troubles of de worl', troubles of de worl' , I wan' t' meet my maker, I wan' t' meet my maker, goin' home t' live wid God."
OK REALLYYYY?!?! I was trying to read it and even I kept stuttering and I tried to explain that it wasn't real English but no one could understand me so they were just nodding and saying (in Spanish) "No it's not British English, it's American English". hahahaha So freaking funny.
3. Pepe
Okay so at my school there is a guy named PePe. And do you wanna know why his name is PePe? Because his name is really José, and José is also the name of the Virgin Mary's husband, and Spanish people call Mary's husband Joseph "Padre Paternico" therefore the 2 P's come from that nickname which somehow becomes the name PePe. So Anyways José- I mean PePe is this 50-something year old man that just lurks everywhere and is super annoying. He doesn't do shit and gets paid to walk around pretty much. My first week at work, the other teachers warned me about him, saying he was really weird and had been through psychological examinations etc. yet the school is not able to get rid of him for some reason.
Today, when I arrived at work, I found out that the teacher in my 1st period class was out sick so they asked me to teach the class. Well I'm NOT a teacher first off and 2nd, I had no plan what so ever... awesome! lol Then I find out PePe is going to sit in my class with me because I'm required to have a teacher with me at all times. He was told before class that he was to sit quietly and listen, which he must've forgotten about 10 min into class b/c before I knew it, he's up out of his seat teaching my English class, the guy doesn't speak English and he always asks me to teach him. I was so annoyed. At our breaktime, I was talking to the other teachers about how annoyed I had been and they told the head of studies (who's basically everyone's boss). Well she talked to PePe so when I had to teach with him again the last period of the day it was super awkward and tons of fun when he asked me why I told on him. Ughhh freaking weird old man. haha
4. Last but definitely NOT least: MUSICCCCCC
While I'm in Spain I'm also doing some work with Universal Republic (the record label that I had my internship with last semester) as an artist scout. So basically I'm just doing some snooping, investigating, going to concerts to check out bands, etc. to see if I can find any artists that I think have the potential to be broken in the US market. Since I've been in Spain I haven't been able to do much with it because everything's been so crazy. So today on my way home from work on the bus, I began brainstorming and I went on a crazy 5 hour research rampage and found some really cool stuff. I've found some really good stuff and it made me so excited. I freaking loveeeeeee music so much. It's like a dream to continue working with Universal even if it's just on the side and not technically a paying job. It would be really rewarding to find a successful artist while I'm here. I have almost a year, so I'm determined! :)
On that note, I think I'm gonna try to start a music blog to discuss artists and music from this side of the pond and hopefully bridge the European market with the US market a little bit better. It'll just be a little fun thing on the side but who knows? Maybe I'll get really into it and it'll turn into something. I love being random and having a ton of side projects.
Okay, for real, this is wayyyyyyy too long. I HATE when I get behind in writing in here b/c then I have to write 5 pages worth of shit. Time for bed. Peace.Music.Love <3 :)
1. City-wide Heat
You're probably wondering what the hell I mean by this, well let me just tell you. Currently in Madrid its still really warm and nice during the day, in the low to mid 70s. However at night, (like is normal for this time of year) it is absolutely freezing. So of course, when it gets to be about 12:30 am and after a long day of wiping snotty noses, yelling at children, and dodging the creepy people who use public transportation, I'm ready to curl up under my cover (that's right coveR no "s" meaning a thin fleece blanket) and snuggle and and sink into a nice sleep. Well that's impossible when you have no heat in your apartment and you can't turn it on either. I finally called my landlord about it yesterday to see if she could come show us how to turn it on but much to my surprise she simply replied with "I'm sorry there's nothing I can do". Oh reallllyyyyy?!?! I'm paying you $500 a month to freeze my ass off? As I came to find out, in the city of Madrid, the town hall controls the entire city's heat. They decide when it's cold enough to turn everyone's heat on and then we will be able to turn it on in our apartment. She said it should be any day now, but that's not really reassuring when you have to sleep in sweat pants, a sweatshirt, thick socks, and a scarf every night! lol
2. Choir
So as most of you know, I grew up singing, and I was a big chorus nerd. Well, since I've been in college I have had absolutely ZERO spare time between work and school and I put singing on the backburner. This sucks for a few reasons 1. My voice is nowhere near where it used to be. 2. I went from being a soprano to a tenor. (okay so i'm exaggerating, but hitting those high c's is nearly impossible these days) 3. I miss singing and being on stage so much. Sooo when my landlord (who by the way is about 60 years old) was over at our apt. fixing some things the other day and she mentioned she sang in a choir, I told her (this was all in Spanish-mind you) that I loved to sing and I showed her pictures and player her the recording of Pnut and I singing Pie Jesu. She wouldn't shut up about how beautiful it was and blah blah blah. I tried to explain to her I was about 16 or 17 when that was recorded and my voice wasn't the same now but between my broken Spanish and her Oooohhhsss and Ahhhhssss, I somehow agreed to coming to her next church choir practice with her.
Well I went and I'm definitely the only person below the age of 55, maybe 60 in the entire group. But once I got to practice and started singing, it was crazy how much I realized I've missed that. Everything... even the challenge of finding my part among 3 others and sight singing. Man what a rush! hahaha But what a freaking challenge it's been. Not only do I have to try my best to remember how to read music, BUT I also have to read the words in Spanish which I don't understand AND can't pronounce. I love a good challenge though, so it's okay.
Funny story having to do with chorus: Tonight I had my 2nd rehearsal and we were practicing all the English songs that the group is singing. Well of course, with every English song, the director asked me to read through all of the lyrics so everyone could hear it was REALLY supposed to sound (imagine a group of old Spanish people trying to pronounce Jesus and Jerusalem YYYEERRRRUSLEMMMMMM). Well the director didn't even pick easy English songs, she picked all Negro Spiritual hymns. Don't get me wrong, I like singing these songs as much as the next person, but please try to explain how to pronounce this to a bunch of people who can't speak English. Let me just give you an example of some of the lyrics (yes they were actually spelled like this on the sheet music too!). We are singing the song "Soon I will be Done" I don't know who's familiar with it, but it's a pretty famous song. Well anyways, when I was asked to read this outloud to everyone, I looked down to find this:
"Soon ah will be don' ah wid de troubles of de worl', troubles of de worl' , I wan' t' meet my maker, I wan' t' meet my maker, goin' home t' live wid God."
OK REALLYYYY?!?! I was trying to read it and even I kept stuttering and I tried to explain that it wasn't real English but no one could understand me so they were just nodding and saying (in Spanish) "No it's not British English, it's American English". hahahaha So freaking funny.
3. Pepe
Okay so at my school there is a guy named PePe. And do you wanna know why his name is PePe? Because his name is really José, and José is also the name of the Virgin Mary's husband, and Spanish people call Mary's husband Joseph "Padre Paternico" therefore the 2 P's come from that nickname which somehow becomes the name PePe. So Anyways José- I mean PePe is this 50-something year old man that just lurks everywhere and is super annoying. He doesn't do shit and gets paid to walk around pretty much. My first week at work, the other teachers warned me about him, saying he was really weird and had been through psychological examinations etc. yet the school is not able to get rid of him for some reason.
Today, when I arrived at work, I found out that the teacher in my 1st period class was out sick so they asked me to teach the class. Well I'm NOT a teacher first off and 2nd, I had no plan what so ever... awesome! lol Then I find out PePe is going to sit in my class with me because I'm required to have a teacher with me at all times. He was told before class that he was to sit quietly and listen, which he must've forgotten about 10 min into class b/c before I knew it, he's up out of his seat teaching my English class, the guy doesn't speak English and he always asks me to teach him. I was so annoyed. At our breaktime, I was talking to the other teachers about how annoyed I had been and they told the head of studies (who's basically everyone's boss). Well she talked to PePe so when I had to teach with him again the last period of the day it was super awkward and tons of fun when he asked me why I told on him. Ughhh freaking weird old man. haha
4. Last but definitely NOT least: MUSICCCCCC
While I'm in Spain I'm also doing some work with Universal Republic (the record label that I had my internship with last semester) as an artist scout. So basically I'm just doing some snooping, investigating, going to concerts to check out bands, etc. to see if I can find any artists that I think have the potential to be broken in the US market. Since I've been in Spain I haven't been able to do much with it because everything's been so crazy. So today on my way home from work on the bus, I began brainstorming and I went on a crazy 5 hour research rampage and found some really cool stuff. I've found some really good stuff and it made me so excited. I freaking loveeeeeee music so much. It's like a dream to continue working with Universal even if it's just on the side and not technically a paying job. It would be really rewarding to find a successful artist while I'm here. I have almost a year, so I'm determined! :)
On that note, I think I'm gonna try to start a music blog to discuss artists and music from this side of the pond and hopefully bridge the European market with the US market a little bit better. It'll just be a little fun thing on the side but who knows? Maybe I'll get really into it and it'll turn into something. I love being random and having a ton of side projects.
Okay, for real, this is wayyyyyyy too long. I HATE when I get behind in writing in here b/c then I have to write 5 pages worth of shit. Time for bed. Peace.Music.Love <3 :)
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Friday, October 9, 2009
Starting the new job....
So I've been procrastinating writing in my blog again because things keep happening and all the things I need to write about in here just keep adding up! lol
But anyways... let's see here. I went to my first day of work (last Thursday) and they took one look at my disgusting eye and sent me home to rest and get better. Thennnn I went back on Monday, for my first day at work, only to find when I got there (after waking up at 6:45 am and commuting 1 hour) that my school was closed for a holiday that everyone had forgotten to tell me about. So my first day of work was this past Tuesday. I absolutely loveeeeee my job, it's so awesome! The kids are awesome little sponges and they are so smart! Sometimes they look at me like I'm an alien when I speak to them in English, but I think they understand a lot too! Yesterday morning, one class of 3rd year kids (like 7 and 8 year olds) were asking me all about myself, where I come from, what my family is like, etc. etc. And one little boy asked "Tienes novio?" which means "Do you have a boyfriend?" haha It was so cute! I had to break his little heart and tell him yes, sorry!
My school and the teachers there are so great! There's one other auxilliare de conversacion there with me, his name is Jeremy and he's from Edison, NJ.. and he actually knows where Rahway is! lol He's really nice and we get along well, which helps a lot. Everyday we have 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period, then the teachers go to have a breakfast from 11:45-12:15 while the kids have outside playing time. They put out bread, fruits, little snacks, and coffee for all of us, it's really cool b/c it gives me a chance to sit down and talk to some of the other teachers and practice my Spanish if I want! :) After breakfast, we have 2 more periods then school is over at 2:00 and the kids either go home or stay and have lunch. After the kids lunch period from 2-3, all the teachers get to have lunch too. This is my favorite part of the whole day b/c Jeremy and I get to eat for free, so of course free food.. I stay and wait for my free lunch everyday! lol And the food is NOT like American cafeteria food.. it's SOOOO good! There aren't many teachers in the school (maybe like 20 or 25 total) so it's really nice, kinda like a family, which I really like. We all get to sit and have lunch together and talk at the end of the day.
Hmm let's see what else?? Not much has gone on this week. Apartment is still great, although there are a ton of broken things in it, like the lightbulb in my room, the microwave shoots flames, and the washer machine takes approx. 4 hours to do one load of laundry. But hey, whatever! Anddd I think I get to come home for Christmas! I got the dates from my school of our winter break and as long as I can find a flight that's not ridiculously expensive, I'll be home from about dec. 18- jan. 9 or so!! :) I can't wait to see everyone and to be with my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) Don't know yet if I'll make it up to NJ or not, I really hope to, but it depends on my money situation.
Okay this was a really boring post, sorry! Until next time... Besitos! MWAH! :)
But anyways... let's see here. I went to my first day of work (last Thursday) and they took one look at my disgusting eye and sent me home to rest and get better. Thennnn I went back on Monday, for my first day at work, only to find when I got there (after waking up at 6:45 am and commuting 1 hour) that my school was closed for a holiday that everyone had forgotten to tell me about. So my first day of work was this past Tuesday. I absolutely loveeeeee my job, it's so awesome! The kids are awesome little sponges and they are so smart! Sometimes they look at me like I'm an alien when I speak to them in English, but I think they understand a lot too! Yesterday morning, one class of 3rd year kids (like 7 and 8 year olds) were asking me all about myself, where I come from, what my family is like, etc. etc. And one little boy asked "Tienes novio?" which means "Do you have a boyfriend?" haha It was so cute! I had to break his little heart and tell him yes, sorry!
My school and the teachers there are so great! There's one other auxilliare de conversacion there with me, his name is Jeremy and he's from Edison, NJ.. and he actually knows where Rahway is! lol He's really nice and we get along well, which helps a lot. Everyday we have 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period, then the teachers go to have a breakfast from 11:45-12:15 while the kids have outside playing time. They put out bread, fruits, little snacks, and coffee for all of us, it's really cool b/c it gives me a chance to sit down and talk to some of the other teachers and practice my Spanish if I want! :) After breakfast, we have 2 more periods then school is over at 2:00 and the kids either go home or stay and have lunch. After the kids lunch period from 2-3, all the teachers get to have lunch too. This is my favorite part of the whole day b/c Jeremy and I get to eat for free, so of course free food.. I stay and wait for my free lunch everyday! lol And the food is NOT like American cafeteria food.. it's SOOOO good! There aren't many teachers in the school (maybe like 20 or 25 total) so it's really nice, kinda like a family, which I really like. We all get to sit and have lunch together and talk at the end of the day.
Hmm let's see what else?? Not much has gone on this week. Apartment is still great, although there are a ton of broken things in it, like the lightbulb in my room, the microwave shoots flames, and the washer machine takes approx. 4 hours to do one load of laundry. But hey, whatever! Anddd I think I get to come home for Christmas! I got the dates from my school of our winter break and as long as I can find a flight that's not ridiculously expensive, I'll be home from about dec. 18- jan. 9 or so!! :) I can't wait to see everyone and to be with my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) Don't know yet if I'll make it up to NJ or not, I really hope to, but it depends on my money situation.
Okay this was a really boring post, sorry! Until next time... Besitos! MWAH! :)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Casa dulce casa
Just moved into our humble abode. I actually feel really comfortable here and I think we're gonna like living here alot. ANDDDD our Korean roommate Krun moved out a few days ago (I guess we scared her away when we met her lol) and a new Polish girl, Adriana is now living with us. She's 21 and she's here studying abroad. She seems really nice and cool so yayyyy!
I have to get up for work in like 6 hours so I don't have time to write more now but I'll be able to tomorrow. Wish me luck on my first day of school.. hopefully I won't give all the children my pink eye, which by the way is the worst today it has been. I've seriously never seen it this bad... all around my eye is bruised and swollen, under my eye looks like I'm getting a blackeye. Fabulous! Can't wait to make a great first impression on everyone! Blahhhhhh Night! :)
I have to get up for work in like 6 hours so I don't have time to write more now but I'll be able to tomorrow. Wish me luck on my first day of school.. hopefully I won't give all the children my pink eye, which by the way is the worst today it has been. I've seriously never seen it this bad... all around my eye is bruised and swollen, under my eye looks like I'm getting a blackeye. Fabulous! Can't wait to make a great first impression on everyone! Blahhhhhh Night! :)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Today's lesson: Universal Health Care is Amazing...
... and pink eye most definitely is NOT. Yeah, so no allergies, just an awesome case of traveler's pink eye. (I just added the word "traveler's" in there so it sounds more common and less disgusting haha).
I was so proud though, today I went to the doctor all by myself and spoke in Spanish the entire time, minus a couple of sentences. I'm already starting to come a long way on my speaking abilities!
Listen to me all you Americans (and even more if you're conservative, cough cough.. no names). Today I went to the doctor, walked-in, waited for a total of 10 minutes (and I know this may not usually be the case but it was today for me), saw the dr. under my crappy government-appointed health care, paid NOTHING, then went to the pharmacy, picked up my prescriptions (not 1, but 2 prescriptions) for a TOTAL of $9!!!! I'm not even a permanent resident, only a temporary one, and the government here is taking care of me, and making sure I can actually afford my medicine. This is amazing.
I'll leave you with that as your thought of the day. :)
I was so proud though, today I went to the doctor all by myself and spoke in Spanish the entire time, minus a couple of sentences. I'm already starting to come a long way on my speaking abilities!
Listen to me all you Americans (and even more if you're conservative, cough cough.. no names). Today I went to the doctor, walked-in, waited for a total of 10 minutes (and I know this may not usually be the case but it was today for me), saw the dr. under my crappy government-appointed health care, paid NOTHING, then went to the pharmacy, picked up my prescriptions (not 1, but 2 prescriptions) for a TOTAL of $9!!!! I'm not even a permanent resident, only a temporary one, and the government here is taking care of me, and making sure I can actually afford my medicine. This is amazing.
I'll leave you with that as your thought of the day. :)
Monday, September 28, 2009
Today's lesson: Spanish cats suck
So I'm armed with a new, stronger bottle of eyedrops but no pills/meds/benadryl because they are not sold in stores here without a prescription.. it's quite an awesome situation.
This morning, I saw 7 am for the first time in like 2 years. lol I had my orientation and it was about a 40 min metro ride away, and given my track record with being on time, I figured it would be better to be cautious. Good news: I made it there with 10 minutes to spare. Bad news: my eye was more swollen and red than ever this morning so I had to go to my orientation looking like I was either a domestic violence victim or I had pink eye. Either way, not a good first impression. lol
The orientation was pretty cool, really informative. I got most of my questions answered. It was soooo effing long tho. I had to sit in a classroom and listen to lectures and it reminded me how happy I am to be done with school. My attention span ran out as soon as my cafe con leche wore off and I was ready for a nap.
I'm really excited to start my job. I might like teaching more than I initially thought. I'm going to try to make posters for the kids in my class with pictures of my house and family in English for next week... we'll see if I actually get around to it.
This whole learning a new language thing is crazy. There are good days and bad days. And sometimes on the bad days, its BAD, like wanna give up and go home bad. But on the good days when I feel like I'm understanding so much and I have the confidence to speak more Spanish, I feel so hopeful and excited to improve my Spanish. Today was a good day. First, all of the other language assistants were here before, have lived in Spanish-Speaking countries, majored in Spanish etc. so everyone is so much better than me, which can be discouraging. Butttt, my orientation was partially in Spanish and I was able to keep up for the most part, which really surprised me. Then I came home and was speaking and understanding Raul (Natalia's bf who I'm staying with) so much better than before. It makes me sooo happy! I've only been here 2 weeks, I can't wait to see what my Spanish is like when I leave.
Okay gotta go to bed, I have orientation again at 9. I'll write more soon, hopefully when I can see out of both eyes instead of just one! xx
This morning, I saw 7 am for the first time in like 2 years. lol I had my orientation and it was about a 40 min metro ride away, and given my track record with being on time, I figured it would be better to be cautious. Good news: I made it there with 10 minutes to spare. Bad news: my eye was more swollen and red than ever this morning so I had to go to my orientation looking like I was either a domestic violence victim or I had pink eye. Either way, not a good first impression. lol
The orientation was pretty cool, really informative. I got most of my questions answered. It was soooo effing long tho. I had to sit in a classroom and listen to lectures and it reminded me how happy I am to be done with school. My attention span ran out as soon as my cafe con leche wore off and I was ready for a nap.
I'm really excited to start my job. I might like teaching more than I initially thought. I'm going to try to make posters for the kids in my class with pictures of my house and family in English for next week... we'll see if I actually get around to it.
This whole learning a new language thing is crazy. There are good days and bad days. And sometimes on the bad days, its BAD, like wanna give up and go home bad. But on the good days when I feel like I'm understanding so much and I have the confidence to speak more Spanish, I feel so hopeful and excited to improve my Spanish. Today was a good day. First, all of the other language assistants were here before, have lived in Spanish-Speaking countries, majored in Spanish etc. so everyone is so much better than me, which can be discouraging. Butttt, my orientation was partially in Spanish and I was able to keep up for the most part, which really surprised me. Then I came home and was speaking and understanding Raul (Natalia's bf who I'm staying with) so much better than before. It makes me sooo happy! I've only been here 2 weeks, I can't wait to see what my Spanish is like when I leave.
Okay gotta go to bed, I have orientation again at 9. I'll write more soon, hopefully when I can see out of both eyes instead of just one! xx
Sunday, September 27, 2009
ELECTRONICSSSSS
Last night was definitely a prime example of why I love Europe so much!
We went with a couple of other American language teachers to an Electronic Music Festival. Talk about crazy. It was in an arena and the entire floor was turned into a dance party and stage. There were several bands and DJs that were all really awesome and there were neon laser lights everywhere. Insannneeeeee. I love Europe because EVERYONE dances, even the guys. (They don't stand there waiting for you to rub your ass all over them which is awesome because I have no ass not to mention I find this to be a very unenjoyable experience).
Lasers.Sweet music.Dancing= Happiness :)
We went with a couple of other American language teachers to an Electronic Music Festival. Talk about crazy. It was in an arena and the entire floor was turned into a dance party and stage. There were several bands and DJs that were all really awesome and there were neon laser lights everywhere. Insannneeeeee. I love Europe because EVERYONE dances, even the guys. (They don't stand there waiting for you to rub your ass all over them which is awesome because I have no ass not to mention I find this to be a very unenjoyable experience).
Lasers.Sweet music.Dancing= Happiness :)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Discovering new things about myself everyday.....
... like today I learned I'm apparently allergic to cats. Natalia's cat is staying at her boyfriend's house with us because she moved to the UK yesterday. I woke up this morning with one eye swollen shut.. Awesome!!
So I've been in Madrid 2 weeks today and I absolutely love it here. The people, the way of life, and the city itself are all awesome. I've never adjusted to a place as quickly as I have here, (granted, I had Natalia, her boyfriend, and all of their friends here to help me).
I went to my school last Monday to meet all the teachers, kids, and to see the school. Everyone was sooo nice and the kids were adorable. I'm only allowed to speak English in the classroom so I don't have to worry about how bad my Spanish is which is nice.
Last Sunday I went with Natalia to her grandparent's house because they were having a birthday dinner for her because she was leaving for the UK. It was my first real authentic Spanish experience and I loved it, I felt like I was part of their family. Her abuela made tons of amazing, homemade food... we had cream of pumpkin soup (which I had never seen before and it was so good!), salad, lamb, potatoes, roasted jalepeños, and cake for dessert. yummmmmm!
I also had a wonderful time last week getting lost while trying to go pay my landlord money to hold our spot in the apartment. She gave me the number of her house and the street name and she told me it was close to the metro stop so it shouldn't be that hard to find it. Okay lady, really?? Your street is the smallest street in the world, and newsflash no one knows where it is, and I can't speak Spanish so when I ask for directions, I can't understand what people are telling me! Needless to say, I was 1 hr and 45 min late, and was able to find her house only after I got Natalia on the phone using google maps to navigate me to this effing house. lol... quite the journey but I finally made it and gave her the money.
Speaking of living, by the way.. I found Danielle and I a nice little apartment in the middle of the city (more or less). 3 bedrooms, 1 full bath, kitchen, living/dining room, a porch, etc. We're living with a Korean girl named Krun... should be interesting, I'm sure there will be many stories to come.
Last night I went out with Danielle to meet up with a couple other teachers in our program, all from the US/UK. It was a lot of fun. We just sat around talking and drinking wine. It's so easy to want to hang out with only Englih-speaking people because you can actually have a normal conversation, but I know this isn't the way to learn Spanish.
Being abroad is weird. Dan and I were talking about it a couple of days ago. The way you feel goes back and forth. There are some times I think "I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS I'M SO HAPPY I DID IT" and there are sometimes when I think "Holy shit, what am I doing??" and there are other times I don't know what I feel. It's weird. Not to mention, I miss the crap outta my boyfriend which makes this whole process a little more emotional. :(
Anyways.. I'll try to be better about updating this thing because I'll be mad if I don't keep up with it. For now, I think I'll go eat some lunch then take a walk to the park to get some fresh air. Hasta Luego! :)
So I've been in Madrid 2 weeks today and I absolutely love it here. The people, the way of life, and the city itself are all awesome. I've never adjusted to a place as quickly as I have here, (granted, I had Natalia, her boyfriend, and all of their friends here to help me).
I went to my school last Monday to meet all the teachers, kids, and to see the school. Everyone was sooo nice and the kids were adorable. I'm only allowed to speak English in the classroom so I don't have to worry about how bad my Spanish is which is nice.
Last Sunday I went with Natalia to her grandparent's house because they were having a birthday dinner for her because she was leaving for the UK. It was my first real authentic Spanish experience and I loved it, I felt like I was part of their family. Her abuela made tons of amazing, homemade food... we had cream of pumpkin soup (which I had never seen before and it was so good!), salad, lamb, potatoes, roasted jalepeños, and cake for dessert. yummmmmm!
I also had a wonderful time last week getting lost while trying to go pay my landlord money to hold our spot in the apartment. She gave me the number of her house and the street name and she told me it was close to the metro stop so it shouldn't be that hard to find it. Okay lady, really?? Your street is the smallest street in the world, and newsflash no one knows where it is, and I can't speak Spanish so when I ask for directions, I can't understand what people are telling me! Needless to say, I was 1 hr and 45 min late, and was able to find her house only after I got Natalia on the phone using google maps to navigate me to this effing house. lol... quite the journey but I finally made it and gave her the money.
Speaking of living, by the way.. I found Danielle and I a nice little apartment in the middle of the city (more or less). 3 bedrooms, 1 full bath, kitchen, living/dining room, a porch, etc. We're living with a Korean girl named Krun... should be interesting, I'm sure there will be many stories to come.
Last night I went out with Danielle to meet up with a couple other teachers in our program, all from the US/UK. It was a lot of fun. We just sat around talking and drinking wine. It's so easy to want to hang out with only Englih-speaking people because you can actually have a normal conversation, but I know this isn't the way to learn Spanish.
Being abroad is weird. Dan and I were talking about it a couple of days ago. The way you feel goes back and forth. There are some times I think "I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS I'M SO HAPPY I DID IT" and there are sometimes when I think "Holy shit, what am I doing??" and there are other times I don't know what I feel. It's weird. Not to mention, I miss the crap outta my boyfriend which makes this whole process a little more emotional. :(
Anyways.. I'll try to be better about updating this thing because I'll be mad if I don't keep up with it. For now, I think I'll go eat some lunch then take a walk to the park to get some fresh air. Hasta Luego! :)
Friday, September 11, 2009
Ay dios mio
6 hour layover in Philly airport.. aka really good cheesesteaks and $8 WiFi b/c at least if I'm stuck here for that long, I can facebook stalk to pass the time.
I can't believe I'm actually en route to Madrid as I type this. It seems like I just started filling out that damn application and talking about going, and back then I didn't really think it would happen. B/c let's face it, my Spanish isn't the best (especially right now) and I've never imagined teaching as a possible career path.
I knew the second I returned to the US from Sweden last year, I was going back abroad, I just wasn't sure how I could go about doing it. Lo and behold, I figured it out, and even better-- I figured out how to do it AND get paid. Even though I'll be living out of a box and eating rice and chicken for the next 10 months.. whatever.
I look like absolute roadkill right now b/c I cried all night/this morning saying bye to Bry and then I never had time for a shower/makeup so my hair is a heep of nappyness held back by my headbead. There are so many things going through my head right now.. this morning was such a crazy whirlwind of a morning that my brain is still catching up.
I can't wait to be in Spain and to see Nat, Eme, and of course Myriam next weekend!!! :) It doesn't seem like 1 1/2 years ago that I saw them last, although at the same time it seems like it was forever! Tomorrow Eme and Marcos are having a fiesta at their flat and I can't wait to see everyone. This is so surreal. I love adventures.
By the way... I feel like it should be said "Happy 9/11" but that's not appropriate sooo I guess I'll just say May we never forget 9/11, and everyone that died that day. Can't believe it was 8 years ago... <3
I can't believe I'm actually en route to Madrid as I type this. It seems like I just started filling out that damn application and talking about going, and back then I didn't really think it would happen. B/c let's face it, my Spanish isn't the best (especially right now) and I've never imagined teaching as a possible career path.
I knew the second I returned to the US from Sweden last year, I was going back abroad, I just wasn't sure how I could go about doing it. Lo and behold, I figured it out, and even better-- I figured out how to do it AND get paid. Even though I'll be living out of a box and eating rice and chicken for the next 10 months.. whatever.
I look like absolute roadkill right now b/c I cried all night/this morning saying bye to Bry and then I never had time for a shower/makeup so my hair is a heep of nappyness held back by my headbead. There are so many things going through my head right now.. this morning was such a crazy whirlwind of a morning that my brain is still catching up.
I can't wait to be in Spain and to see Nat, Eme, and of course Myriam next weekend!!! :) It doesn't seem like 1 1/2 years ago that I saw them last, although at the same time it seems like it was forever! Tomorrow Eme and Marcos are having a fiesta at their flat and I can't wait to see everyone. This is so surreal. I love adventures.
By the way... I feel like it should be said "Happy 9/11" but that's not appropriate sooo I guess I'll just say May we never forget 9/11, and everyone that died that day. Can't believe it was 8 years ago... <3
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Back to You
My blog is officially 90% song lyrics... what can I say? I love music, sorry! :)
John Mayer "Back to You"
Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I try to forget you
I try to stay away
But it's too late
Over you
I'm never over
Over you
There's something about
It's just the way you move
The way you move me
Yeah, I'm so good at forgetting
And I quit every game I played
But forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away
Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed with your silhouette
Yeah, should have smiled in that picture
If it's the last that I'll see of you
It's the least that you
Could not do
Oh, I will
Leave the light on,
I'll never give up on you,
Leave the light on,
For me too, for me too
Yeah...
Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be
Lyrics can always describe any life situation at any given time. I love it!
John Mayer "Back to You"
Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I try to forget you
I try to stay away
But it's too late
Over you
I'm never over
Over you
There's something about
It's just the way you move
The way you move me
Yeah, I'm so good at forgetting
And I quit every game I played
But forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away
Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed with your silhouette
Yeah, should have smiled in that picture
If it's the last that I'll see of you
It's the least that you
Could not do
Oh, I will
Leave the light on,
I'll never give up on you,
Leave the light on,
For me too, for me too
Yeah...
Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be
Lyrics can always describe any life situation at any given time. I love it!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Equality for everyone
Today, the California Supreme Court made the ruling to uphold the ridiculous prop8 legislation, which bans gay marriage. I usually do not like voicing my "political" opinions but I don't even consider this a "political" issue because it has NOTHING to do with politics.
Let me preface this by saying, although I respect everyone's values and beliefs, I feel the need to voice my own b/c this is one current issue that I have a very strong opinion on.
I'm so frustrated b/c I felt that our country was finally moving in the right direction when it comes to equality and people's (and by that I mean EVERYONE'S) rights. I don't understand how people can be so ignorant and close-minded. There are of course, religious beliefs but what happened to the separation of church and state? B/c I think in the case of Gay Marriage, that line has become extremely blurred.
If you look back on the history of our country, every rights movement has resulted in a positive outcome. The civil rights movement, women's rights etc. have all caused controversy (and in some cases still do) but in the end was integration a good thing for our country? Absolutely. My point in all this being: just because someone is different than you, does NOT mean they don't deserve the same rights as you and I. People don't choose to be gay, I mean come on, would you ever want a life of ridicule, prejudice, and stereotyping? No. If two people love each other and are committed to one another, they deserve the right to say their vows and commit to one another in the form of marriage.
After living in Europe for some time, I've seen how liberal thinking and acceptance of others can really have a positive affect on a country and it's people. Where as the US spends a countless amount of time and energy on topics such as gay marriage, countries in other parts of the world don't even make it an issue, and everything is going great for them. There are WAY more important issues like the environment, education, and healthcare so why the hell would we even make Gay Marriage a big deal??
Ughhhh I'm sorry I am so incredibly mad and sad right now. I have friends and several people who are important to me that could be affected by this, and I think it's time that America wakes the hell up and realizes that this issue is not going away anytime soon, and it's just going to keep being fought against until everyone gets the rights they deserve as a human and a US citizen.
I hope prop8 goes to hell, I hate it! Whether you are gay/straight/bisexual/transgender/black/white/red/yellow/whatever, you deserve the same rights as everyone else. Don't give up the fight!
UGHHHHHHHHHHH F**K U California Supreme Court!
Let me preface this by saying, although I respect everyone's values and beliefs, I feel the need to voice my own b/c this is one current issue that I have a very strong opinion on.
I'm so frustrated b/c I felt that our country was finally moving in the right direction when it comes to equality and people's (and by that I mean EVERYONE'S) rights. I don't understand how people can be so ignorant and close-minded. There are of course, religious beliefs but what happened to the separation of church and state? B/c I think in the case of Gay Marriage, that line has become extremely blurred.
If you look back on the history of our country, every rights movement has resulted in a positive outcome. The civil rights movement, women's rights etc. have all caused controversy (and in some cases still do) but in the end was integration a good thing for our country? Absolutely. My point in all this being: just because someone is different than you, does NOT mean they don't deserve the same rights as you and I. People don't choose to be gay, I mean come on, would you ever want a life of ridicule, prejudice, and stereotyping? No. If two people love each other and are committed to one another, they deserve the right to say their vows and commit to one another in the form of marriage.
After living in Europe for some time, I've seen how liberal thinking and acceptance of others can really have a positive affect on a country and it's people. Where as the US spends a countless amount of time and energy on topics such as gay marriage, countries in other parts of the world don't even make it an issue, and everything is going great for them. There are WAY more important issues like the environment, education, and healthcare so why the hell would we even make Gay Marriage a big deal??
Ughhhh I'm sorry I am so incredibly mad and sad right now. I have friends and several people who are important to me that could be affected by this, and I think it's time that America wakes the hell up and realizes that this issue is not going away anytime soon, and it's just going to keep being fought against until everyone gets the rights they deserve as a human and a US citizen.
I hope prop8 goes to hell, I hate it! Whether you are gay/straight/bisexual/transgender/black/white/red/yellow/whatever, you deserve the same rights as everyone else. Don't give up the fight!
UGHHHHHHHHHHH F**K U California Supreme Court!
Monday, May 25, 2009
Just Another Manic Monday..
I'm about to go back to work since I picked up and I'm working a double today (booooo!) but I'm currently listening to DMB's new album on pandora and it's amazing of course. My favorites so far are Lying in the Hands of God, Spaceman, Time Bomb, and My Baby Blue. Check it out!!! Yayyyyy DAVE!!! http://www.pandora.com/davematthewsband
Here's some lyrics from DMB's "My Baby Blue"....
Confess your kiss still knocks me off my legs
The first time I saw you was like a punch right through my chest
And I will forever cuz you'll forever be
My one true broken heart pieces inside me
Happy Memorial Day! :) xx
Here's some lyrics from DMB's "My Baby Blue"....
Confess your kiss still knocks me off my legs
The first time I saw you was like a punch right through my chest
And I will forever cuz you'll forever be
My one true broken heart pieces inside me
Happy Memorial Day! :) xx
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I really hate being a girl sometimes!
FOR REAL. Why did we have to be the gender blessed with wack emotions and hormones?? I wish for once I could think with my damn head instead of my heart! I wish I could just wake up one day and not care about shit like guys can.
Anywayssssss.....
I have not been this exhausted since idk when... had a great bday weekend tho!! Greensboro was a lot of fun and I was so happy everyone that came was able to! I've decided I'm officially over my fear of being a horrible dancer because dancing your heart out is SO MUCH FUN! :)
In other news... I'm currently working on some projects with music that I'm realllllyyyy excited about! I'm gonna be helping my friend Fred do some marketing/promo/booking stuff with his band 2nd revolution. They're a really awesome band from Winston-Salem that has great potential, and I'm really pumped about working with them. If you wanna hear them, check out their myspace.... http://www.myspace.com/2ndrev. :)
Speaking of music, here's a song I listened to today and can relate to at this very moment... It's called "Sooner Than Later" and it's by Drake. (ps. if you like him, he's coming to Charlotte June 5?? I think that's the date!)
"Sooner Than Later"
I forgot to call to you on your birthday
you swear your the last thing on my mind (yeaa)
there is nothing I can do to fix it (fix it)
all you ever asked me for was time
when the lights don’t glow the same way that they use to
and I finally get a moment to myself
I will realize you were everything I’m missing
and you tell me your in love with someone else
so can you do me a favor if I pull it together
make it sooner than later we won’t be here forever
and I realize I waited to know
but please don’t move on
you don’t need (no one else)
you don’t need no one eeeeeeelsssseee
you don’t need no one else
you don’t need one eeeeeelsssse ohhhhh
you don’t need (no one else)
you just changed your hair and it looks perfect
wish I was the first to let you know
every chance I get to make it better
I just find a way to let it go
when the lights don’t glow the same way that they use to
and I finally get a moment to myself
I will realize you were everything I’m missing
and you tell me your in love with someone else
the girl or the world
you see someone gotta lose
I thought I could have it all
do I really gotta choose
what good is all the cash
if it doesn’t buy time
and what good is famous
if I’m never on your mind
nights fallen light glowing
and I’m just tryna pay the price owing
and I don’t wanna feel the comfort from my ice showing
and I ain’t tryna be without you at the right moments
nigga nice goin
is it worth it
that decision
cuz hearts break and I ain’t tryna be in that collision
so I’ma dust my shirt
and fix my pants
cuz I better look good girl
if this my chance I swear
Anywayssssss.....
I have not been this exhausted since idk when... had a great bday weekend tho!! Greensboro was a lot of fun and I was so happy everyone that came was able to! I've decided I'm officially over my fear of being a horrible dancer because dancing your heart out is SO MUCH FUN! :)
In other news... I'm currently working on some projects with music that I'm realllllyyyy excited about! I'm gonna be helping my friend Fred do some marketing/promo/booking stuff with his band 2nd revolution. They're a really awesome band from Winston-Salem that has great potential, and I'm really pumped about working with them. If you wanna hear them, check out their myspace.... http://www.myspace.com/2ndrev. :)
Speaking of music, here's a song I listened to today and can relate to at this very moment... It's called "Sooner Than Later" and it's by Drake. (ps. if you like him, he's coming to Charlotte June 5?? I think that's the date!)
"Sooner Than Later"
I forgot to call to you on your birthday
you swear your the last thing on my mind (yeaa)
there is nothing I can do to fix it (fix it)
all you ever asked me for was time
when the lights don’t glow the same way that they use to
and I finally get a moment to myself
I will realize you were everything I’m missing
and you tell me your in love with someone else
so can you do me a favor if I pull it together
make it sooner than later we won’t be here forever
and I realize I waited to know
but please don’t move on
you don’t need (no one else)
you don’t need no one eeeeeeelsssseee
you don’t need no one else
you don’t need one eeeeeelsssse ohhhhh
you don’t need (no one else)
you just changed your hair and it looks perfect
wish I was the first to let you know
every chance I get to make it better
I just find a way to let it go
when the lights don’t glow the same way that they use to
and I finally get a moment to myself
I will realize you were everything I’m missing
and you tell me your in love with someone else
the girl or the world
you see someone gotta lose
I thought I could have it all
do I really gotta choose
what good is all the cash
if it doesn’t buy time
and what good is famous
if I’m never on your mind
nights fallen light glowing
and I’m just tryna pay the price owing
and I don’t wanna feel the comfort from my ice showing
and I ain’t tryna be without you at the right moments
nigga nice goin
is it worth it
that decision
cuz hearts break and I ain’t tryna be in that collision
so I’ma dust my shirt
and fix my pants
cuz I better look good girl
if this my chance I swear
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I have an addiction..
to facebook. it's disgusting. I mean I don't understand what it is that entertains me for minutes (okay not gonna lie.. sometimes hours) on end. it's 3:15 and what have I been doing instead of sleeping like normal people/cleaning my room b/c it's disgusting? facebooking. pathetic.
but hey... my bday is tomorrow so I can do whatever I want! :)
by the way... has anyone else seen the lineup for Austin City Limits this year??? SICKKKKKK I'm so sad I won't be here for it, b/c I would def. spend the $850 on a ticket. YIKES! But I mean come on-- Kings Of Leon, DMB, Pearl Jam, Ben Harper, Citizen Cope, Beastie Boys, John Legend, Michael Franti and Spearhead, Girltalk, State Radio.... if you don't believe me, check it out for yourself! http://2009.aclfestival.com/
ps. I started looking up grad school programs at Texas State and Univ. of Texas tonight... I may or may not be leaning towards grad school when I return from my year long love affair with Spain. Who knows where life will take me? I blow where the wind (and my spontaneous thought process) takes me.
Gboro Friday night for my bday with a couple of friends. Riding in the Ford Windstar like 9 deep courtesy of my little sister/brother. YESSSSSSSSSSSS <3333
but hey... my bday is tomorrow so I can do whatever I want! :)
by the way... has anyone else seen the lineup for Austin City Limits this year??? SICKKKKKK I'm so sad I won't be here for it, b/c I would def. spend the $850 on a ticket. YIKES! But I mean come on-- Kings Of Leon, DMB, Pearl Jam, Ben Harper, Citizen Cope, Beastie Boys, John Legend, Michael Franti and Spearhead, Girltalk, State Radio.... if you don't believe me, check it out for yourself! http://2009.aclfestival.com/
ps. I started looking up grad school programs at Texas State and Univ. of Texas tonight... I may or may not be leaning towards grad school when I return from my year long love affair with Spain. Who knows where life will take me? I blow where the wind (and my spontaneous thought process) takes me.
Gboro Friday night for my bday with a couple of friends. Riding in the Ford Windstar like 9 deep courtesy of my little sister/brother. YESSSSSSSSSSSS <3333
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
The Beginning
So I need some sort of creative outlet and I'm resorting to this-- an online blog. Never thought I'd actually have one and keep up with it so we'll see how it goes.
Everything in my life is finally coming together for the first time in awhile and I'm so happy! I've been accepted to teach English in Spain for a year and I leave the last week of September (I think?). I was really worried about the decision I was going to have to make after graduation.. whether I should "be responsible" and try to find a job, start my career, etc. etc. vs. going to Spain if I was actually, by some miraculous chance, accepted to receive this grant in Spain. I was dreading the decision, but when I got the email last Friday right before graduation, the decision was all of the sudden really obvious and easy. There's no way in hell I could pass up such an awesome opportunity. A year from now, I'll be fluent in Spanish and will have a year more of international experience, which in my opinion, is some of the most valuable experience a person can have. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Okay, sorry, I'll take a deep breath.
But the point of that whole last paragraph was to explain my other reason for starting a blog, to chronicle the next year of my life (and who knows? maybe even more). This way, people like my Aunt Mary can live vicariously through me!
I'll leave you with lyrics from a random song I found the other day, but I absolutely love this quote, it describes the way I feel!
Off I go.
Where I fall.
Is where I land.
Loose ends tangle down
And then take flight
But never tie us down
And never tie us down.
Peace.Love.Happiness :)
Everything in my life is finally coming together for the first time in awhile and I'm so happy! I've been accepted to teach English in Spain for a year and I leave the last week of September (I think?). I was really worried about the decision I was going to have to make after graduation.. whether I should "be responsible" and try to find a job, start my career, etc. etc. vs. going to Spain if I was actually, by some miraculous chance, accepted to receive this grant in Spain. I was dreading the decision, but when I got the email last Friday right before graduation, the decision was all of the sudden really obvious and easy. There's no way in hell I could pass up such an awesome opportunity. A year from now, I'll be fluent in Spanish and will have a year more of international experience, which in my opinion, is some of the most valuable experience a person can have. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Okay, sorry, I'll take a deep breath.
But the point of that whole last paragraph was to explain my other reason for starting a blog, to chronicle the next year of my life (and who knows? maybe even more). This way, people like my Aunt Mary can live vicariously through me!
I'll leave you with lyrics from a random song I found the other day, but I absolutely love this quote, it describes the way I feel!
Off I go.
Where I fall.
Is where I land.
Loose ends tangle down
And then take flight
But never tie us down
And never tie us down.
Peace.Love.Happiness :)
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