Seriously someone needs to put a straight jacket on me right now, I'm so sky high, full of ambition, creative energy, passion.I'm starting to get so antsy I can hardly stand it!!!
Don't get me wrong my experience in Spain thus far has been the best and most challenging experience of my life, it's made me grow A LOT as a person, just like I was hoping it would. However, I'm starting to get ridiculously antsy now to get back to the US, find a job, and dive in to my career head-first. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about what I want to do and where I want to go, etc. Although I still have no earthly idea what I should do, I do know a few things. I have to be working in a creative environment, that involves music, and interacting with tons of ppl on a regular basis.
I really hate the place I'm at right now. What I mean by that is being in this awkward, in-between school and the real world place. I absolutely HATE not knowing what I'm going to be doing next. I dread having a few months of being stuck at home in Clemmons looking for jobs. Mark my words right now, I'm about to do some big things people, just you wait! I'm about to put my life/my job search/everything in to hardcore overdrive.
Being young, having recently graduated, and pretty much having the world at my fingertips right now is the most exhilarating- yet scary, feeling ever. I can pretty much go any which way I choose, it makes me so happy.
I've just been feeling very inspired, liberated, and ambitious lately, so I felt like sharing. :)
On that note.. here's the video for Rihanna's latest single "Rude Boy", the video has a really cool Andy Warhol, 80s Atari vibe (and it's being argued it's very similar to MIA's video for "Boyz") but regardless I really like the video and the song :)
---- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e82VE8UtW8A
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