As I lie awake, staring at the ceiling, thoughts of you run rampant in my mind. I will my eyes to get heavy and my brain to shut down but I pick up my phone and read through our conversation again. I stare so long that the words begin to blur together. I think of you, think of how deeply I feel for you, I look at you differently than any other person in the world. I replay our history for the hundredth time, questions still linger. No one compares to you, no one has this affect on me. I've subconsciously held my heart close, saving it for only you. Now I realize more than ever that the strength of my love for you is unwavering, even when you haven't physically been there. The connection I feel to you is an ethereal one- spiritual, emotional, and it's something I can explain to no one. It rocks me to the core. You are the only one, you've always been even when I've tried to run from it. You're not here but still my insides turn and the tears begin to spill from my eyes as I'm overcome with the depth of my emotions for you. Not wanting to rewind the hands of time for the first time but to only move forward.
"Wait for me, trust for me, fall for me
Even when you don't know you fall for me
Will you fall for it? If it should come around again
But don't wait for me and don't trust in me, don't fall for me
Even when you know you're falling for me
When our lights meet, will you know me then?
And will you want to know it?
It feels like I've known you for so long
When our lights meet, will you love me then?
And will you ever know it?
It seems like you've known me for so long
When our hearts meet, will we make it then? "
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